When S was away traveling I came to a realization that I should spend more time on myself , alone. It wasn't easy at first, especially during those days that I was having off days and I had nobody to hang out with as my friends were either traveling or working. (Unfortunately my off days are not on the weekends so it is quite hard to meet up) But I felt happy that I can go around shopping without making anybody wait and eat whatever I want to eat and watch a lot of movies in bed. Other than all this superficial things, being alone makes me think, which makes me write more. Though I must say that I am not a good writer.
I have never expect myself being happy to be alone.
